Hello everyone,
Well I choose to write you a little story about thoughts / mind / happiness.
I was fighting (yes fighting) during years about ugly thoughts that I had, thinking that I was a bad person leading me to feel that I was maybe paranoiac, nymphomaniac, selfish, unworthy, unable to have healthy and loving relationships bla bla bla (well all these things that were created to enslave us).
Gracias to some of you here and in others places, I was working hard (yes working) to feel love and engage my path to return to Love (return?).
But yesterday there was like a storm in my mind (ego oriented) and I felt as S….
So as I am taking some natural pills to help my body, I look for a pill to help the mind with an hormonal help (ocytocine).
I take and some minutes later, the mind was empty and since then also (well maybe a thought each 10 mn). I was feeling perfectly at peace.
How is that possible when during months and years I was not able to achieve it? Because they are not real, not real. The body is perfectly created to be at harmony (who says it was not?). Sometimes while reading some posts of you dear Brother and Sisters I was feeling your frustration and asking why ? I now understand why.
By the moment I am feeling very GRATEFUL for that understanding. This was a HUGE learning.
At the same time I have to say that some anger feelings are arising but I know how to deal with as I am a Divine Loving Being.
I LOVE each one of you. Yes, I Love each one of you. I am very grateful for all your messages.
Thank you GOD.
Blessings to each one of you.
Nathalie