As was the case with many others, I got into currencies with the idea of a big score. Retirement time, lots of cash, big toys, big house, etc.
I had a couple of "grounding" moments in the early '80's when I read Shirley MacLaine's books and read all of the Seth Speaks books. I even had a couple of "wow" moments with a channeler. Something stuck, and I intrinsically believed. But, being the '80's, there was money to be made and lies to tell in order to make it.
Fast forward to the late 90's: I was very successful but disillusioned, tired, generally drunk and about done with Corporate America. I had made a lot of money, burned a lot of people and had nothing to show for my life other than a somewhat vague notion that there should be more to me, and my purpose, than I was living.
And then the IQD came into focus. What a great way to cash in for a big score. I had found my "Aha" moment. New cars, new house, lots of cash in the bank, wife happy. Perfect scenario for later life success.
And along came Yoseph....Segue to "dude, you can't keep living for you, you have to live for the masses." There was a renewed resonance, and a desire to be not just a better man, but a better human. I found myself believing that, maybe in this life, I had a higher calling. Maybe the name of Jesus was not something I yelled out in traffic at some clueless driver, but, in fact, a benevolent spirit that had made a pre-arranged plan with me. Maybe I was actually supposed to take my talents "on the road" and make life better for others. I had always liked helping others, but my ego always required that i get credit for it.
Now, I am all in. Relationships are suffering, walls are being erected against me, but I am working my new plan. I am, in the words of Yoseph, an Economic Evangelist. I am right with God, tuned in to the benevolent, but quiet, architecture of anonymous giving and the recipient of untold wonders in my daily life. I wake up every morning ready to serve, happy to provide and building my army of angels one person at a time.
Patrick, Youssef, Tank, W.C., Richard, I have learned so much and I am so grateful. I am in such a good place and I am looking forward to expanding my capabilities worldwide.
To those reading here at IDC, I wish you the best in your endeavors. You, like I, have found our sweet spot. Let no negative posts or beliefs deter you. You either know instinctively or you don't. I do, and I suspect that you do too.