Heisenberg, way to break it down! Thank you for your post this morning.
http://inteldinarchronicles.blogspot.com/2017/05/tonights-word-serenity-now-heisenberg.html
You helped me to coalesce some conflicting thoughts I was having.
My Conflicting Thoughts
You are about to be treated to my conflicting thoughts. Lucky you! 1. I couldn't believe that Grandfather would take offense at someone's decent or even rudeness, and then bar that person from exchanging. What is the point of being a great being, I wondered, if the skin is so thin? At least, that is what OWK seemed to be implying when he said, 'good luck exchanging' in this post.
http://inteldinarchronicles.blogspot.com/2017/05/questions-grandfather800shsbcubiety-one.html
And the quickness to tag people as cabal is sometimes disconcerting to me. Sometimes I get it and sometimes I don't. Sometimes it seems MacArthur-esque. And we don't want to make the same mistake twice. The rationale that these times are extreme, and that's why we must overlook due process is also not new.
Yet. These times are extreme. The condition of our world today didn't just happen, we humans engaged in atrocities over centuries either actively or passively, and this is the final play. It needs to go well.
It should be clear that we don't have the ability by ourselves to get ourselves out of the hole we've collectively dug. We need help. Who might that be able to help us and how will we recognize them? Well, Someone set store to gold over generations with great discipline and gained wisdom through stoically witnessing our madness. And then there's God, and then there is God's consort, Shri Devi.
This morning before meditation, I asked myself, could the restrictions on decent that we now encounter actually come from benevolence? Is it the same as egalitarian control or is it different? The time to know is now.
Furthermore can I actually accept that an outcome is planned for global peace, for prosperity for all, and for do no harm to govern all people? This bottom line reality hits me in waves. I've always longed for that. I've always worked for that and so have my parents and their parents. BUT, DO I ALLOW IT NOW??
As I assumed the meditation posture, I felt an great strength fill my mind and body. I would describe it as a surrender strength. I saw that only by facing MY perception with the full strength of MY light could I know anything accurately. Kind of like a dolphin that sends out its sound wave and perceives its surroundings by the waves that bounce back. I needed to put myself right out there. It does not work to sit on the couch and doubt idly. No truth was ever known that way.
So, here's what I want to say: it's not that you or I need to have absolute faith in One Who Knows/ Richard/ star fynder... No. Thank you OWK for all you do. My point is that it isn't really our concern to weigh in on his every word. That's his business. We need to have faith the ability of our light to discern. What I got back was a love so deep and so strong that I struggled to exist before it. And yet I am held. Fascinating!
I have faith in this miraculous exchange of light. I am ready to stand by in service and ready to let go.
Thank you so very much,
Rosestillarose