Dearest brethren, I have felt the greatest joy and also at the same time the greatest fear of loss. I have awakened to the 5D and my wife is on 3D and deeply rooted in anger, strife, and complications from everything to her but seemingly nothing to me. I wish for nothing more than to have this dream of blessing all humanity with abundance and mercy. I try to be the most loving person I can possibly at all times and it is freaking her out because my light is something that she is unused to. Not to say that I have not always been the best to her that I could be, but now knowing that I am ONE with the 144k, my thoughts and actions have changed dramatically. I have never once meditated in my life, known what vibration was, or been able to know that what I vision will be manifested before the last 60 days. I have always told my wife that she has led me to the greatest things in my life, and now she is threatening to leave me because the changes within me have been dynamic. I love my wife and son as no other and waited to get married until I was 35 and did not have my son until I was 40. If I lost them as a result of my growth to willingly accept and realize the birth contract I made with Aton and the heavens to usher in this period of prosperity, I would feel lack even if all of the riches of Heaven rained down on my. If it is God's will for me to be alone to complete my task, SOBEIT. I now live for our Father's will and not my own. I just ask, plead, and beg that the GOD of the universe not make me lose the best things I have ever known. I pray to HEAVEN and the ELDERS to pour their GRACE, MERCY, and ABUNDANCE ON US ALL.
My son's name is Jack and this is the text message I just got from my wife.
I will sleep in another room and after Jack's party we need to talk to someone or I need to figure out an arrangement. You've really given me no choice because I think you've really gone off of the deep end.
PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE LET THE GLORY OF HEAVEN REIGN IMMEDIATELY.
I will always remain and persevere.
Signed
Your Brother in Truth
I love you all