I've been feeling numb inside for so long that it feels better than allowing these emotions to boil over.
This "Duality" of emptiness/ exploding has been a constant companion for too long a time.
The sense of not belonging. Feeling/ Knowing something's off about this dysfunctional planet we share.
I can sense what's coming... Seeing it from the peripheral vision of my mind... Though it makes no sense to those I try to share this with.
I try to hold back my tears from what has been( It was all just an illusion)...
As I try to hold back my tears from what's promised to be...( Reality/ God's Truth).
Yet still I feel so stuck in the middle. Waiting for the RV/ Releasing God's Bounty.
Waiting for Full Disclosure/ The End of Lies/ Illusion/ Slavery
Waiting For Our Galactic Family To Drop In.
Waiting For The Event/ Universal Cleansing.
Waiting For The Gathering/ Gaia's Blessing/ Humanities Galactic Road Trip
Sooo many Millennium Waiting... Yet Time does not Exist...
Waiting Between 3D and 5D
(NO MORE REPTILE DYSFUNCTION HERE.. NOW I TAKE THE BLUE PILL)