"Mercy" by Fireswan - 5.9.17

Entry Submitted by Fireswan at 2:44 PM EDT on May 9, 2017

During the last cycle, we have been taught from birth to be warriors. We would cry as children and "Mommy would kiss it better". We might feel her love and concern, but in the end it was Daddy's advice "such it up and survive the pain" that ended up being the more powerful message. So that's how we were programmed in most religions and cultures - to value being tough over being soft, to grin and bear the pain over pampering ourselves and nurturing our healing process.

With being recipients of the RV, we have a challenge before us - how do we embrace mercy, and from there, extend mercy to others as ourselves?

I for one pray to Mary. Lady Portia. Sophia. Mother Gaia. Mother Theresa. I imagine my inner child wrapped in a sparkly comfort blanket being comforted by one of these holy women drying my tears and cleaning my wounds with a magic cleaning cloth saturated with just the right frequencies for me. I imagine myself bathed in loving kindness. Allowing myself to have these moments of mercy helps me "pick up the pieces" to put myself back together again. It gives me the inner strength to work my corporate job, pay my bills and put food on the table.

It give me the strength to walk down my road of crucifying my ego on the cross of "service to self" perspective so I can be resurrected into a fully genuine "service to others as myself" perspective.

If I did not give myself access to Divine Feminine support, I would have "lost it" a long time ago. Praying solely to Father God would have helped me with being strong and tough. However, when exhausted from so many battles, I would be nudged to ask for feminine support from the Divine. Because it was God's idea, allowing myself to be vulnerable and small and a child might make me feel like less of a hero or spiritual warrior or "important", but that's just what the great Doctor ordered. To let mercy in.

We have been warriors of light to stay in this process. We needed a lot of male support of St. Germain, Jesus, Zorra, Grandfather, Elders (who I imagine to be male), Gurus like OWK and Yosef and other intel providers. And of course Father God.

But post RV we might want to enlist the Mothers of Mercy to show us how to spend the money to flood the earth with grace, dignity, abundance and "kissing it better" love.

Fireswan