"OWK, Lack or Abundance" by Your Brother in Truth - 5.24.17
To My Brother in Truth,
The same dramatic life shift happened to me 5 years ago. My wife did not want to understand my personality evolution, as I willfully undertook meditation, intention practices, NLP protocols, and many of the regimens of spiritual renewal seen on the web. We did not have kids; losing the DOG was my most devastating heartbreak! My life tribulations are a little different than yours, but the catalyst was very similar. The memories from my marriage are still clear as crystal in my mind. I hear songs that we listened to 1,000 times and the recollections are instant and vivid. Society tells me to perceive this common scenario as "my fault", "shameful", "emasculating". I agreed with those worthless insults for a long time. Family and friends all were unable to talk to me honestly or with any support. I think I know what happened, now that I can look back with TRUTH: My soul being lived as the young me to innocently witness the confusing and rapidly advancing state of the world. I was naive. I was often lucky and unknowingly assisted by watchful spirits, as many mistakes were made and much immature fun was had with nary a consequence. This was years of indecisive procrastinating and young hijinks. Eventually I did notice the truth, only peripherally at first; acquaintances were all very judgmental, jealous, or jaded with each other. I decided that my wife and I should begin focusing on positivity and creativity. My intention efforts have lasted much longer than hers, and still Im glad to say that we are mutually respectful, and she actually IMMENSELY benefited and evolved during our protracted separation process. Truthfully, the effort she put forth years ago was just enough to booster rocket her own personality into the much better plane of self respect and responsibility that she espouses today. But it was not enough to help her put up with the likes of me! The changes I experienced were not overly dramatic. They were subtle, and that tiny unbalance brought down the house of cards. I know now it was just that; insufficient foundation of relationship wisdom and overbearing expectations from family and society, and all during our 10 year marriage I filtered out the stark truth. Many relationships in modern times are volatile. Maintaining the volatility with insufficient remedies is of course a time bomb. My journey from innocence to self awareness is a well worn story from our ancestors. The human psychological function, loving relationships, and creative intention practice all are easily understood to be immensely significant concepts. Living and witnessing the finer points of these concepts is at times exhilarating and at others excruciating. As your story of evolution and ensuing upheavals carries on, you will see others suffering so bad you will feel very lucky to be just who you are, living your one and only TRUTH. I and others are supporting you as this heavy burden weighs on your heart. The fantastic and anticipating times we live in and the blessings we will share in will alleviate so much of our heartaches. The really tough problems that cannot be solved by money, NPTB, and blue avians will perhaps still be swirling around for a moment. Those issues will be addressed only by HUMAN COOPERATION, INGENUITY AND TRUTH. May your son be blessed with protection, and your family crises proceed to a timely and beneficial conclusion. When all seems lost, cook up a huge skillet of homefries with local potatoes and eat your troubles away!
-common cents
To My Brother in Truth,
The same dramatic life shift happened to me 5 years ago. My wife did not want to understand my personality evolution, as I willfully undertook meditation, intention practices, NLP protocols, and many of the regimens of spiritual renewal seen on the web. We did not have kids; losing the DOG was my most devastating heartbreak! My life tribulations are a little different than yours, but the catalyst was very similar. The memories from my marriage are still clear as crystal in my mind. I hear songs that we listened to 1,000 times and the recollections are instant and vivid. Society tells me to perceive this common scenario as "my fault", "shameful", "emasculating". I agreed with those worthless insults for a long time. Family and friends all were unable to talk to me honestly or with any support. I think I know what happened, now that I can look back with TRUTH: My soul being lived as the young me to innocently witness the confusing and rapidly advancing state of the world. I was naive. I was often lucky and unknowingly assisted by watchful spirits, as many mistakes were made and much immature fun was had with nary a consequence. This was years of indecisive procrastinating and young hijinks. Eventually I did notice the truth, only peripherally at first; acquaintances were all very judgmental, jealous, or jaded with each other. I decided that my wife and I should begin focusing on positivity and creativity. My intention efforts have lasted much longer than hers, and still Im glad to say that we are mutually respectful, and she actually IMMENSELY benefited and evolved during our protracted separation process. Truthfully, the effort she put forth years ago was just enough to booster rocket her own personality into the much better plane of self respect and responsibility that she espouses today. But it was not enough to help her put up with the likes of me! The changes I experienced were not overly dramatic. They were subtle, and that tiny unbalance brought down the house of cards. I know now it was just that; insufficient foundation of relationship wisdom and overbearing expectations from family and society, and all during our 10 year marriage I filtered out the stark truth. Many relationships in modern times are volatile. Maintaining the volatility with insufficient remedies is of course a time bomb. My journey from innocence to self awareness is a well worn story from our ancestors. The human psychological function, loving relationships, and creative intention practice all are easily understood to be immensely significant concepts. Living and witnessing the finer points of these concepts is at times exhilarating and at others excruciating. As your story of evolution and ensuing upheavals carries on, you will see others suffering so bad you will feel very lucky to be just who you are, living your one and only TRUTH. I and others are supporting you as this heavy burden weighs on your heart. The fantastic and anticipating times we live in and the blessings we will share in will alleviate so much of our heartaches. The really tough problems that cannot be solved by money, NPTB, and blue avians will perhaps still be swirling around for a moment. Those issues will be addressed only by HUMAN COOPERATION, INGENUITY AND TRUTH. May your son be blessed with protection, and your family crises proceed to a timely and beneficial conclusion. When all seems lost, cook up a huge skillet of homefries with local potatoes and eat your troubles away!
-common cents