"Pampers and Pacifiers" by Bootstrap - 5.17.17

Entry Submitted by Bootstrap at 6:46 PM EDT on May 17, 2017

I must have written a half dozen posts in the last couple of weeks. I wrote them in a journal which I don't notmally do prior to sending, usually off the cuff...organic as possible. These had to be tempered, however. I lost my father a couple weeks back, good man...rare cancer. Went fast...too fast. Wanted to lash out and with good reason. In the end, I chose to simply reflect on what I had written for you all to consume and decided against posting. It hurt. I was angry and it had all come to my doorstep this time. No need to share my negativity with you all who have become such a big part of my life. I spent the time reflecting and transmuting that stuff. Just another in a long succession of things to overcome. We all have a lengthy list...

I read Richards post today regarding the stage. Over the last several months it's been difficult for me to justify posting here much, why submit something destined to be overlooked and a message lost among the floating debris left behind by those needing a diaper change and a pacifier. At the end of the day, no one is complaining much about content, just the date. "Whaaaa!!! It didn't happen again!!! Whaaaa!!!" Shut yer binky sucker...you've mastered the obvious. Congratulations. Pick up your invisible ribbon on the way out.

It's my guess that the silent majority have long become tired and bored with your lack of faith. By silent majority...I mean those of us in the lightworker mindset. If you're unable to reconcile faith as part of your existence in any form, you aren't a lightworker. Period. And chances are pretty good you are frustrated here...maybe as much as we are trying to get through to you. I'm all for second chances...hell even thirds. But it isn't a lightworkers job to be your personal nanny, change your Pampers when a date passes and warm up your bottle. You have to start to do work, son. If you don't show progress...you'll be left behind in favor of a dozen others who WANT to learn, believe and understand. The whiners here now only wish to wallow in a filthy diaper that will only be addressed when the RV goes. Sorry...I don't have any more time to waste on your quivering lip.

I ended up here by fate. I stayed here because of providence. I will remain to the end. If I'm needed to brandish a sword I'm more than capable and carry a sharp SOB...but I would rather see the community reflect more of what brought me here in the first place. Love. Compassion. A lightworkers den. Not a room full of crumb crunchers needing a case of Pampers and a nap. It's smelly. Have to agree with Richard on this one without reservation. Be gone, be silent...but if you must, be prepared, because true lightworkers ire is reaching critical mass and that will be ugly for you.

...friggin popcorn

Bootstrap