I was contemplating yet another evening of watching dvds to fill in time. I thought I would try Real Truth Call - maybe there was a new call. Yippee! There was Tank (and Smarty). Listening to Tank share his intel, and more importantly his frustration, was soothing to my soul.
Tank said, 'I am exhausted and worn down by this process....I want people to be encouraged, this wait is excruciating.' Thank goodness for the openness and honesty of this generous soul. As Dr WC said about Tank and Smarty, 'When do you guys sleep? You seem to work all night.' Indeed.
I have two dear soul sisters who live near me here in New Zealand. We met yesterday and shared how we are feeling in these last days of the epic Earth battle. We too are exhausted and worn down by this process. Yet, like Tank, somehow we find the strength to keep going to fight another day...
How do we keep going day after day?
We do it by supporting each other in a loving community where we can share our experience, strength and hope (words from 12 Step programs). That's what Tank did last night. He shared from his heart.
I will always be grateful for the time and energy of Tank, Yosef, OWK and others who are tirelessly and selflessly holding the Light for the rest of us.
Right now I am contemplating my next step, because we only have that - the next step. It is raining but I will go for a walk anyway. Being outside in nature, whether in rain or sunshine, connects me to Spirit and gives me strength.
Please know that if you are feeling frustrated, lonely, desperate or sad, you are never ever alone in this community. Patrick has provided a safe harbor for us to anchor in any time we want, 24/7. The storm rages but it will end soon. Storms always do.
Love and Light
Sierra