When my dad Big John was a young man and had already delivered 6 of the 8 kids he would have into the world, he was working three jobs just to try and cover all the costs of loving us so much. Yes, I hear ya. Love is free. What are you talking about Cowboy? Well, a father's love comes with a bit of a price tag when he has a big soft spot for his kids. We wanted for nothing. We were well fed, well dressed, well entertained and well taken care of. There came a time though, when it all caught up to him. He was behind on the things that were there to distract him from his love, like house payments, car payments, dentist and doctor payments. You know, those things that every family faces as obstacles unless you were unfortunate enough to be born a Reptilian Rat Bastard Cabal child. Then the only thing you wanted for was Love Sweet Love.
My father tells the story of the time he was behind on all the things he should not have been behind on and how one day he got down on his knees and prayed to God. “Hey, Father, I need to have a little talk with ya. I could really use a little help here. I'm a bit behind and well, you know I don't like anyone around me to feel the strain it puts on me. If you can see your way to help me out here, I will do something for you. I will raise my kids in your way, make sure they go to church every Sunday and I will keep your word in front of them at all times.” He said the way he saw it, he needed about $500 to set things right. That morning as he walked out to his car to go to his first job of the day, he looked down and there was a roll of hundred dollar bills, five of them, to be exact. He said he knew where they came from immediately and got down on his knees and thanked him. Every Sunday as he got the eight of us ready to go to church, he would say, “If I could just give that $500 back, I would do it in a second, to not have to go through this every week.”
Well, now you get to hear how he did just that, gave it back, and you know, the funny thing is, he got to do it through me a year after he passed over. I was standing in the home of Shawn Gallaway and he asked if he could play a song he had just written called "I Choose Love" and told me how he had dreamed of it becoming a movement through a stage play he wanted to take on the road, a kind of ‘Hair the musical’ production. He said he saw everybody in the theaters making the choice of Love Sweet Love. He told me he only needed $500 to finish the CD and then he thought he would be on his way. I heard it loud and clear and there was no doubt it was my father's voice. "Give him the $500 dollars you have in your pocket right now please. I need to pay somebody back for a good deed done by spreading love around the world." I reached in my pocket to take out the $500 and as I did I looked over Shawn’s shoulder. There hanging on the wall was a sword that looked like it had come directly from the Round Table of King Arthur. "Where did you get that sword?" I asked. "It is the sword of my Great, Great, Great Grandfather," he answered. I said, "Do me a favor. Take it down, will you?" He did as I asked, "Now do me a big favor and lay it on the floor. I can see in you a kind of resistance that has to go away for your love movement to take hold. We are all moving into the Age of Aquarius and we must lay down our weapons of hate, anger, blame, judgment, righteousness and revenge. We must do as you have asked and choose love. It is the only way forward from here." I handed him the $500 and said, "Please go finish your CD and show the world how lay down their weapons and choose love."
Here we are on the final days of our journey and still I look out over the horizon and today I see some of us who are struggling with laying down their weapons. Let me tell you now, you do not need weapons on a playground. Kapish? To bring them into this holy of holy times is to keep holding on to the past please let it go. Today as I was sitting on the back deck contemplating the New Earth, I looked up and right in front of my eyes I saw God coming toward me. She pulled up a seat, sat down next to me, looked deep into my eyes and smiled. I heard Her say, "What are You waiting for?" I said, “The GCR/RV.” She laughed and said, "My son, because you and your new love have been such good stewards of Love Sweet Love, I have gifted you with the experience of what this blessing will be like for everyone after it flows into the world. Let me ask you a question. Do you want for anything?" I smiled and my heart burst open as I thought, ‘How could anyone who feels as blessed as I do want for anything else in life.’ So, let me tell you my friends, I have seen the coming of the Glory of the Lord and it is clear to me that this humble Cowboy chooses Love Sweet Love!
God Bless you all and I can’t wait for you to join me on this side of the RV/GCR.
Cowboy
My good friend Shawn Gallaway and his I Choose Love Movement, brought to you by the man who chose love every day of his life, Big John!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHpy_k_kMTU