I once read: "Come let me save you from drowning", said the money to the fish as he placed him a tree.
I don't want to be that kind of helpful. Well intentioned, but not helpful in the least. Maybe our bouts of losing and having less than we had when we started this journey is not for nothing. Wouldn't you know what real help is. You have needed it for so long. "So has everyone else", I can hear you say. But not in the same way. You see, they want more "stuff" to make them feel better about themselves.
It seems like for many of us we are losing these things and coming into a new understanding that these things are not "me". I just have them. When they go as everything will eventually. Something else will come to replace it. We are therefore not striving for possessions. But rather pushed in to the understanding to love and adorn the place within us where all possession come from. Making us fit to help. Really. And not just with the stuff because its all temporary but that intimate understanding. That you are what you have been waiting for. There is nothing else to have or get or become. You are it already.
This is a knowledge you can't get having everything. It is one you understand once you have lost or on threat of losing everything. Harmony. Love. My prayers go out to you and many others. But they also come back to me. There are so many of us, living the same situation. And we are willing to go within and effect some real change. But this real change had to take a real long time. Because this is real change. And its real helpful. Not giving a fork to someone eating tomato soup.
So we are loosing. Some feel like they lost. Things are not always what they seem. You have gained a peace of mind (that we lose often, but we get it back). You have learned to let go. You have learned to learn not informed or told what to do. And you have learned to go within. You therefore have everything at your disposal. And once you realize that just watch everything come into play. Watch every thing unfold. Because you want it to happen. You no longer need it to happen.
I am so proud of all of us. We are not the same persons we used to be. We just don't know it. There is no one cheering us on. No one co-signing everything we do or say. No FanFare of any kind. And many have thought you lost it. But I love you and I applaude your growth. If no one ever tells you. I am here and now. Thank you for not giving up on yourself.
But some growth happen intimately and personally. Like growing a tooth, or a few inches in your sleep. Or changing the meaning of yourself and realizing it. Some growth is personal. And people will notice later and be astonished.
Trust me. I know. But I also know that I AM. Unlimited Consciousness Self. Playing a hero and a villian. Saint and Sinner. Poor than poor and Wealther than the world has ever known.
This will happen. It has already. We are just waiting for the gate to open. But everything behind the gate is there undeniable. Thank you for wanting change so bad. You were called crazy for it. You belong in an asylum (they say). I congratulate us all. For I am not only a client but also the president. And yes. I like my stray jacket extra tight. I love to give myself hugs all day (see told you).
Daughter of Terra.
P.s. Call mom! Go find a tree. Sit on a park bench and look at her extensions. Just say hi. And walk away.