"To Lucinda" by Daughter of Terra - 2.14.17

Entry Submitted by Daughter of Terra at 5:11 PM EST on February 14, 2017

"To: Daughter of Terra" by Lucinda Dionysius - 2.14.17

Dearest Lucinda,

If I have caused you grief let me be the first to apologize again. That was not my intent. I have no reason to lie. Its called learning and asking a question or two. And when I mentioned eveyone and thanked them it was not to negate you or reject your being. That would be counter productive to what is being accomplished here. I didn't mention you because I do not know you. I read three post from you and amongst the many I have read by others. Its called a connection and not division. There are a lot of people whom where not mentioned. No one wrote about it but you Beloved and that is quite intriguing.

Even the people whom I mentioned. They never say thank you. And this is not the first time. I have thanked them. You don't see me posting about the lack of appreciation to guests and their feeling. Its really not that serious.

So again this is not about you or me it is about everyone else though. And I will be an adult and wish you love and light. And move past this. You read something there that was not intended. Thats not on me, that my friend is on you.

And my apology had nothing to do with you. I went back and I read posts I made and noticed the difference. I went inside and noticed there was negativity there. So I apologized for posting in that state buy it did help me release. That had nothing to do with you.

Im not looking for "shout outs". If something is said by me and can be expounded on by anyone later. Great or they acknowledge it; wonderful. But I'm not getting my sense of "self" from it. How sad would that be?

Humbly.
-Daughter of Terra