Immortal Love, I'm Trusting by Pine Cone

Driving in a snow storm listening to a 22 minute Larrabee/Dunn video, just as I was entering the parking Lot of a Trader Joe’s for weekly groceries, news about another ‘hitch delay’, combined with a possible Feb 10 to feb 25 blackout, I was shaking in fear down the first aisle of shopping. Almost instantly I considered it a Low blood sugar attack, but I wasn’t deprived of food, so it came to me, that this is good timing to shop for extra food Today, and Holy Spirit turned my fear, into deep gratitude, with a giggle, for transforming to my new co-created Loving reality.

James Gilliland’s longer video the other day, also mentioned being prepared, instead of being scared, so I am sure these couple hints help me to share this possible news with family, and friends too. He referred to the elite keeping us trapped in the safety, sexual, and power chakras too, that seems so simple to understand our Collective divisive Consciousness this way. I am sure many of ‘us’ have become the sort of boy who cried Wolf too many times with family/friends, already, and this reminded me, just how important our DC interconnection is to us all, for others who understand what makes Patrick, Cowboy, Heisenberg, and so many others of us, so kind, and happy.

Others contacted me back this time with gratitude about this news, so this tells me that others felt the truth of what may be happening too. All I can think about is how much I have expressed the gender-bigotry set in mind-control place by the Draconian elite, so I want to share how many of our Inner-net News Haunt posts prompt me to tears, from, “Grace Arising”, and others expressing how much turning within is, so immensely gratifying to interconnect within, inside with Holy Spirit Delight.

I renounce the visible World, as our co-created illusion of our collective fear consciousness, but as much as I Love turning within to experience Love, itself, without any more need to hold onto Worldly distractions, it may seem difficult for others to imagine how fully gratified I, truly am to be here, and support others who can see how much suffering it is to hold onto things of the World, that are so disappointing, and as temporary as we, snowflakes frozen in time are, ourselves.

I sense our posts with a sort of Love-meter inside that reveals the motive, or intention to divide, or inspire Unity, yet some of the best Inner-net News comes straight from the heart of exposing Worldly suffering. I get caught up with, all the positive news outside, just like we, all seem to do, but Today was my test to live from inside news, or live back outside where I was so lost meditating alone, before discovering our Dinarland Ascension Family.

I discern!!! Then, I forgive what I discern!!! So don’t get me wrong, please? I know how I may seem negative, or as if I am picking on others, but the exact opposite is my Loving process to turn within, and try to remain focused inside, and not carried away with others, outside. I am Kind, and I care so much for everyone, even those that are negative, and divisive, because Holy Spirit shows me just how many traumas we, all continue to suffer for Millennia, that most still deny from still investing in the Worldly fear-distractions, that keep us addicted in a Stockholm Syndrome sick Loyalty to our narcissistic, hubristic Handlers.

Sometimes I consider how many don’t ONENESS-listen with ‘two ears’, yet, even those will get to experience how my ‘normal’ rape, and murder caused so much suffering, the same as, all the children that died, and didn’t get to tell anyone about it. Once I began to read all the posts looking for the Love in every one, I don’t know if listing them on Inner-net News Haunt drew out more Love, or if it was just my expectations that changed how I was Quantum-looking determined what I found? All I know is that, just like fear turned into Gratitude today in the store, posting from inside Love, is a whole Hell of a lot more gratifying than remaining stuck on the outside fear-news, that quite frankly would drive a Saint right up the wall.

Maybe my abuse expressions remind me how much I have to be grateful for, before I turn into, just another elephant in happy-freak ungrateful-for-anything land of codependent depression again? Maybe no one realizes when I expose what women do to harm men, that it’s from my last lifetime memory, that I am owning up to, that got me back here suffering those very harms I perpetrated on men, and thought I got away with it before.

It is the best gratification-motive in the World, to understand everything I did before as a man to harm women twice-back in other lifetimes is what caused my last lifetime divorcing a miserable man, just like my Mother did this Life plan , and my recent past lifetime as a son who needed to experience role/role-reversal again here in Karmic-suffering mirror-mirror land. I think if anyone hears about my Karmic stories, that if anyone is a woman now, that they will come back here as a man to suffer any harm they do to men now, and the same with any man who comes back here again to experience what harm they do to women here now.

Seeing through the veil of fear to the Love-energy field deep inside, NOT outside, into ONENESS Spiritual Sovereignty, convinces anyone who indwells in constant gratification for everything that, always happens for the good, that suffering our Karma, is Not Happiness-possible, so if we pretend we are either gender, we are here to experience the harm we keep doing to each other in this gender-bigoted hate-paradigm in a series of these Worldly ‘second places’, still needing Atonement, with a Good-gratifying dose of renouncing-the-World intention.

Tonight I need to write this to instill some comfort in new clarity of ONENESS intention about all the changes soon to arrive, whether it’s Darker, or Lighter, because inside it’s, always Brighter, and I can take that Love to the bank of my relationship with Holy Spirit Forgiveness Nurturing, and Immortal-timeless good-fortune Trust. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you Indwellers, out-dwellers and Both Karmic suffering-gender, as Neither, ‘unreally’, for always showing me ONENESS Spirit Conscience me-timeliness mirror Karmic-me’s.