My heart was working on something, but my mind had to shut down and let go until 11:30 tonight, until my mind became the slave of my heart’s Delight. When I discovered that I can forgive and forget, and that when I ask Holy Spirit to do the forgiving of whatever/whoever they disappear from my mind, and then they, actually disappear from my life too; Holy Crap! Around 2006, I proclaimed to ‘self’; I am going to forgive it all, all the time, for at least the next 25 lifetimes, maybe more :):)!!!
I had no idea what was in store for me, but so many PTSD triggers controlled me, that, actually, this was one of those lifetime changes, that can, only come from the gift of desperation. The magic of manifesting is to, not focus on a goal at all, and to keep my mind out of the way, so my heart can Love-create, with no regard for time at all. The more I forgave in steps, the kinder I became, and the more compassion that enlightened in my twinkling eyes, the more I could discern what Love is, and what love isn’t.
Letting go of, all creation motives is the secret stuff we may need to ‘unlearn’ our mind-control divisiveness, and I can say from experience, that forgiveness seems all Christ is about, so we unlearn creation fear, to learn the joy of surrendering everything for the Love of Immortal Love, its invisible it-less True Self. I saw the sacrifice everyone has backwards as the surrender icon, to imagine how well Christed Ones can experience a, total Humility in favor of Love Listening as if the one sharing, and Christ became One, without any creation idea of separation.
Once we let go of our obvious goals, we actually let go of ourselves being here, so we become becoming, more like the Christed Ones can become One with our ‘Whatevers'. Angelus Selesius teased us with:
God, whose Love and Joy
Are present everywhere
Can’t come to visit you
Unless you aren’t there
Angelus Silesius
Imagine if a nucleus of us began to act like we were Kind, already, and kept creating Posts off topic/off goal, and actually became One with 5D compassionate responses, and even ‘praised’ each other for vulnerable self-disclosures, and lots of fun/clear metaphors? Uh OH; some are already letting go-doing this, aren’t we? What if we, all group-promised to continually forgive for the next twenty-five lifetimes, and got, so busy reporting forgiveness miracles, we forgot all about creation motives, and let God do for us, what we, 5d Newbies can’t do for ourselves yet.
We are programmed by the Lower 4d creeps to focus on the bottom vibration low-frequency three chakras, that keep us increasing our Karmic need to repeat 3D over, and over again; the red anal level safety chakra, the orange pubic level sex/Spirit chakra, and the yellow Hara-power chakra. Surrender to Spiritual sovereignty for Kindness empowerment, not Power-over others, is what makes us disappear enough, to let Love and Joy come visit us. Most 3D surrenderer perspectives only get to the level of personal gender-sovereignty, which separates us, even more, as if justifying our new, so called ‘Spirituality’ for more Power-over others/separation selfishness, and self-serving motives, not humble Kindness at all.
My motive for writing every day began, in case I got so Spiritual, that I was no Earthly good any more, so I could re-read my ‘dailies’, and follow them back as if a bread-crumb trail to rescue myself from ‘myself’ in case I went, totally bat-shit crazier. I had no idea what forgiveness would turn me into, and even though I still can’t type, and I knew many others around me can write a, whole lot better than I could at the time, new discernments came so fast I didn’t have time to worry about the small stuff, and just kept writing my ass off to help me figure out what was going on inside me.
I have had over 50 sites of my own in the past, but new Spirit guidance showed me that having a website was committing to the outside creation, as if I had lost my devotion to the inside of me, so I quit that; let go of that, and stopped, ever wanting anyone to fan-base me into any self-serving defensiveness, to stop being honest, for other’s need to, not look inside ‘themselves’ for everything they will ever want, or need. My heart Love Listens in creative responses to any benevolent intended group, so I barely appear in any Physical role except to enlighten compassionate responsiveness as if my heart helps need everyone to feed each other. I am connected to my soul Truth, and inside this Loving space provided, is as expansive, and creative, as Spirit is Beautiful.
Plain-language Simple Pine-Cone
Getting out of our Letting-go Ways