Open the Heart by Pine Cone

I remember Open the Heart workshops, where, to my surprise, everyone took their turn getting angry, and expressing it with visceral passion. We depended on each other to Love Listen, and affirm the courage it takes to break through the anger, that had compressed down all other feelings. I didn’t now what to expect before arriving, but I never expected that Open the Heart workshops would include such anger work, so what a trip to experience heart feelings that were buried under the anger/fear/pain/shame, that comes from living under the genocidal Psychopaths that, even rape, and eat our 3 letter agency-kidnapped children with no Conscience?

I Wonder now, if we all gave ourselves permission to Open our Hearts, by expressing our compressed anger, at all the ways we have been sacrificed in sex-slave ownership poverty, lost cannon fodder soldiers, houses, farms, wives, husbands, and children, while the rich enjoyed watching us suffer with ridicule and, actual enjoyment, that we were paying for our own demise. I think I am on automatic-pilot to express my anger any way I can, and call it repenting, with an intention to open my heart, so maybe my slave mind will open too?

The best part of forgiveness work is to express my anger as deep as I dare at any one time, because Holy Spirit clears out my depressed anger, only as much as I dare to discern. I started many years ago now with “I am angry at my parents for spanking me”, but now that seems almost as effective as digging up another Grand Canyon with a tooth pick. Forgiveness increased my fearlessness to discern deeper, so now I can say “I am angry at my parents for raping me, and killing me 40 times; for killing my first pet, and for burying me alive in a gravel pit for expressing my anger for Mom playing with me."

These things are exactly what the Draconian, and reptilian psychopathic Satanic imbedded bureaucrats do every day to everyone everywhere, so my Open the Heart anger isn’t, really that much different than anyone else’s on Mother Earth. After all I went through in childhood, right as I was escaping out on my own, Vietnam kidnapped human sacrifices, and I am angry the malicious Satanic government took over for my parents, seamlessly, without any break on my beat down beat down beat down close the heart, with no more Conscience left inside my slave addiction sick-loyalty to my prison-keepers.

I am angry for all the horrifying fear inside me that for the rest of my life kept co-creating more ‘handler’ relationships, and for PTSD so I moved an average of every 6 months in 40 years so I have had 51 apartments and worked at 60 slave jobs to, barely survive. I am angry that I worked 24/7 14 hours per day until I surrendered to my mental illness at 40 years old, just to cope with the exponential rage from intricate, and profound torture as a child, continuing as an adult. I didn’t lose everything, and everyone, I gave it all away from such low self-esteem from soul rendering Toxic shame.

I can already feel my Heart opening up more right now, because since I am in continual forgiveness prayers, so much, it’s like I have a forgiveness machine, that hungers for more discernment, as if I welcome awareness, where, without Holy Spirit interconnection before, I never wanted to allow any intimacy at all. I am grateful for all I am learning about inside with Holy Spirit, and I can see so many of the things I write aren’t found anywhere else, so we can take these things to the bank, since everything commonly understood has got us where we have almost destroyed Earth. I giggle, and belly laugh, with an innocent tickle, from doing voice-overs after my writings, and I am so interconnected, that every day whatever I post on Intel Dinar either supports what was already posted, or fits perfectly in with the news that day.

Oh My Heart, My Heart; brings me Joy, and plays better than my mind ever could, so the greatest gift from Holy Spirit, is Holy Spirit Humor, so I never again take myself too seriously, because that’s the first clue, my mind is trying to make my beautiful kind heart a slave again, just like I have always been; and that’s not a good thing. ;);) I care, and I respond to to other’s needs without my, even understanding that’s going on, so my motivation for sharing this right now is from everything we are used to changing all at once soon, as we will let go of this awful matrix, or maybe die, trying. Anger, anger whose got some “Open the Heart” anger, to forgive, so we can cry again, and do it with feeling?

Fishy fishy in the brook; come and take my little hook, or Fishy fishy in the lake; come and take my little bait? Who knew??? Getting angry is how we Open the Heart!!!

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