OK-Sovereignty seems Weird by Pine Cone

I am feeling something, so deeply about Forgiveness, Compassion, and Unifying Karmic lifetimes Mercy, that I am, really questioning my new motive-level of Faith. I can see how my motive to let go of creation, in favor of Creator, may seem upsetting to other’s, really into Intel Dinar Chronicle’s motive, to fix creation, fix the problems, and fix ourselves, to keep this same Duality paradigm as it is, but by merely improving it a little with money to help others.

I share my awful suffering for others to see what happens to us here altogether as One, but the deeper I share, so others can, maybe identify, the less it seems to me that anyone here, really understands what ONENESS really means. It seems to me, that Ascension implies that we need to really make a Quantum jump out of this suffering paradigm, but today, I realize that many may, still cling pitifully to Duality suffering as happiness.

What is happening inside me? How can I justify my motive to let go of Mortal-gender motives, in favor of Immortal Love, on a site where the motive for, more money, and using money to help others remain happier-suffering here in the same Duality paradigm, never has bothered me this much before now. Holy Spirit forgiveness-nurturing continual-devotion, as my highest priority makes me, absolutely Delighted all the time, and every time, without any need to remain stuck in Time’s suffering paradigm, so WTF is this new conflicting awareness all about?

Personal friends and family have a similar motive to cling to gender-motives, and certainly don’t seem to want to hear about Ascending toward Immortal Love ‘gender-free’ ONENESS Spirit Conscience Holy Spirit Sovereignty, replete, timeless, inviolate, and invisible motives. I remember holding a helpful vision ahead of where my learning curve was aimed at, so during the difficult parts of changing and learning, understanding I had to unlearn old ways to make room for the new synapses to become autonomic, made it all seem possible by having an oversight-goal to look forward to.

Letting go of my sick-loyalty to hubristic Authoritarian sex-slave-duality Centralization has proven to be the most personal, intimate, and most difficult Ascension journey, I have ever wanted to trust enough, to free myself from any fan-base Collective mind-control mental-slavery Consciousness. Maybe I am feeling these cross-purpose motive problems because all my personal work is now coming to Ascension fruition, or maybe I, just can’t seem to stop rebelling against the Collective Consciousness, that has beat me up so ‘baa baa black sheep’ badly, already?

Imagine a ‘male’ suggesting he can become kind and nurturing here, or a female switching her allegiance from creation to Creator, for Duality ‘examples’? How can I ask others to let go of all their main investments in Daily-bread letting go gender-roles, if we, all have been on this suffering pregnant-Wheel of divisive-gender role-reversal yeast-rising eating Karma for thousands of Reptilian-vengeful physical-habit unholy-GMO lifetimes? Isn’t it, totally ‘unkind’ to ask anyone to imagine total-humility completely-disappearing, where we don’t, even get to take our favorite Blackmail gender-role physical-parts with us?

My intention has always been the same “kindness” that I have, never experienced, until lately, as any real forgiveness-nurturing here, but everything in Duality has been, as disappointing to me, as all the lifetimes suffering more harm, that keeps bringing me back here in Karmic divisive-gender role-reversal. Is it OK to share my devotion to ONENESS, Ascension, Immortal Love, kindness, compassion, and acceptance of gender-free forgiving Spirit, if so much physical-survival divisive-fear energy here is focused on holding onto creation-mirror control-motives, instead of surrendering to Creator to sit in the back of Ascension bus toward ‘crystalline’ Heaven?

Is my MA in Love matriculating Day today, as a message from God, that I don’t have to try and fit in Duality here any more, or am I doomed to get culled out of this collective effort to deny there is anything wrong about investing in, more advanced-suffering money-helping motives here to try and ‘look better’ about all the same ego-systems, that made us all, so separate from each other, all the way to sickness and death in ‘cotton-top’ balding old-age hopelessness, and indifferent social-norm despair? Can we throw more money at all our suffering divisive problems, or am I right to change myself, from the inside out, instead of fixing my broken Duality sex-motives to, just more Karmic divisive-nowhere?

I remember, that meditation includes the awake state, the sleep state and the dream states of mind, so this meditation contemplation is my Holy Spirit Prayer for help to understand my motive to imagine anything I experience has anything to do with Dinarland set-motives to, still favor looking outside ourselves to others, in fan base mode, to come and save/distract us from our unkind selves? What a secluded WTF job it is to remain true to myself, when it seems I have to let go of fitting in ‘anywhere’, still trying to run with the herd, as it were? When I say I Love you, I don’t mean the Duality version, do I?

Holy Spirit Sovereignty is where it’s at, and that seems precisely where I AM That That I AM at, and it feels as “Thou” troubling as the first time I, ever experienced a little glimpse of inner Peace. I’ll bet I/Thou fit here, more than anyone realizes yet ;), and even fit better, the more I share about our Ascension Goal to leave everything behind mirror behind, that just seems to hold our physical addiction in “Karmic Place”? New ideas flood my new mind of Delight every ‘ever-new joy’ day-less daze, where nothing makes me happier, than hearing other telepathic ideas from others that, continually dare to speak from our One Heart of shiny new Gold, just like seeing our Ascension diamond-compassion Holy Spirit Sovereign, all-inclusive ONENESS motive glimmers for all to hear!!!

Thank You Notes:
@ 1,500,000 words for 41 books now, Holy Spirit has tried to crack this ‘nutty head’ with a total word-count ‘hammer-hitting the gender-anvil Ascension-sacrifice’ of 61,500,000 Heart hot-striking sparks, dancing on this Spirit-humor keyboard of ONENESS piano enlightening a muse.

I just realized with physical dominoes falling in Mystical-loving Ascension swirling-Magical Delight all over the Miracle World now, I may be feeling how weird Sovereignty feels to, all of us in Ascension ONENESS Heart-quarters, that have, just made our old WTF Duality-minds new slaves of our ONENESS Love, Ascending altogether now, 1, 2, 3 fly ‘get out of gender-jail’ freeee Spirit, finally?

Wordless-grateful Pine Cone
“Amazing Grace” speechless