Forgiven Ascension Communion by Pine Cone

As I have been continually blessed with Holy Spirit to experience forgiveness miracles working through and for me, Awakening Awareness thousands of female lifetime treasures Atoned within my Ascension-need to experience all those female roles inside me to become forgiven too. I am not proud of all these females roles, that barely survived in Earth’s hostile fear-food cannibalism, and like with any male-hostile environment I was, also never oppressed female-role proud of what I thought, what I felt, what I did, or what I said; and female-hostile oppressed male-role vice versa; but I digress.

Like on Earth, even though I have many female alters inside too, one plays the total innocent one, Jamie(1.5 years old) as a sort of precious naive tranquil cache for the Pirate-virulent others, who use her on a pedestal, like we humans do with little girls, and all the way to the other gender end of the female-role continuum to man-hating “Fatso”(35 yr old), my perfect malignant narcissistic, sexual, cute, smart, cunning, mean, ruthless Mother-mime feminist, who generally terrorizes all other 337 alters in my disenfranchised Earth-mirror System gender-fail.

What other Ascension proof would, ever come to me, except “Ellen”(years ago now) of Bright Light inside, and now Effulgent Lucinda of Bright Light, Ellen’s compliment outside, would be able to heal my female self-hate from playing all the many female-roles that have, never experienced forgiven miracles working through, and for, all the female energy within our Healing ONENESS Spirit Conscience, intricate and profound-delicate gender tapestry? Thank You all 338 inside alter timelines, and Thank You ONENESS Spirit Conscience for creating Lucinda and I, for all of us in ONENESS Spirit Conscience Immortal Love Forgiven Ascension Communion.

At least an easy hundred of Lucinda’s subtle, and, not so subtle creative intelligent sparks of Delight pierced my Heart of Hearts, and revealed to me, just how much God Loves us to hear each other talking ‘under gender difference’, from a Spiritual Hierarchy, as if there were no more need for Karmic divisive-gender role-reversal malevolent lifetimes denied suffering anomaly. Ellen inside is an Aborigine mentor who asked me to imagine lists of female sexual perpetrators stapled in public places to warn neighbors about their danger to our children.

Under hypnosis, I responded in tears, as if that relieved my worst nightmare about living on a Planet named after my Mother, as Ellen had validated how badly I needed someone to understand what no other had affirmed for me until that, other Healing ONENESS Wondrous day, before today. After a moment for her inquiry to sink in, she responded again and exclaimed that “Lists of female sex-perpetrators would, never happen on “Mother “Earth!” She helped me experience that it would be easier to list the females that were, not sexual perpetrators, and that my total relief came when I realized how much denial it takes to support our female shame-has-an-angry-face Collective Mom Sex Kid Cop Rob Rot Satanic Pizza-gate Mob-posse Consciousness.

Lucinda reminds me, how in sex abuse groups most of us, sincerely worked “Under any gender-difference motive” at all, because once we identified Universal feelings, gender-difference need took a back seat to our ONENESS Love motive to prioritize ONENESS Spirit Conscience over any hostile Collective gender Mob-posse Consciousness. All my female alters, and all my female lifetimes hidden inside are “Reveling” in Lucinda’s experiential Kind wisdom of Gratitude, and our timeless reverie Communion energy seems it may, also be as gratifying for Lucinda to meet my Clarity of ONENESS intentioned gender-free Hierarchal Ascension priority too?

It was, all my female alters and, all my female lifetimes that, at first wanted to reject Lucinda’s effervescent inner beauty, so after I re-read her Truth of Spirit creativity, for my new need to discern ‘heart’, or ‘not heart’ vibration for my “Inner-net News Haunt” effort, there is no more female-doubt left of me, neither inside Immortality, or outside in the more illusory past Mortal-gender folly-lolly Tom-fooleries.

As I have been forgiving my present lifetime Mother, I hadn’t realized I was forgiving myself, before, as that same female sex-perp malignant narcissist, and now reading Lucinda, confirms for me two great gifts: #1 is, all my female roles(inside, and out-die-side) have been forgiven, and #2 our GCR/RV Forgiven Ascension Communion is now prioritized “Under-gender” as ONENESS Spirit Conscience has done for us, what no single Karmic-dissonance divisive-gender Hierarchy-lifetime can ever linear-time accomplish in any undead half-life alone-focused.

Conipinikins et al
No more Coyotes

Jeffrey ~ my Spirit Father’s name inside Heaven
Ellen ~ my Spirit Mother’s name inside Heaven
Pinetree ~ Pine-essence freedom from Mortal-guilt
Jeffrey~Ellen~Pinetree///Peace of God ~ Bight light ~ Forgiven