I am presently in the university of keffi studying linguistics,when i got admitted i wanted to leave home to stay in the hostel she objected so much that when i insisted it led to physical abuse,she said i wanted to go to the hostel to be corrupt,so everyday i wait on her for transport,she expects me to trek the distance because during her time she trekked too,any book were requested to buy and i mention it to her,she calls me a thief.
I tried to get a job to combine with school and assist me,she rained insults on me called me ungrateful,she says if i want a job i should leave her house,its not like i can even get a professional job all i have is my secondary school certificate. Throughout upper week and last i have not checked into school because she says i am draining her, this is someone that refused i should stay in the hostel,the distance between school and home is about 45minutes by cab,how am i suppose to trek and meet up and even understand anything in class.
Same last week i had my monthly flow and she refused to give me money for a pad even though i knew she had it. She let me use handkerchief and i dripped all over. At this point i am in tears,i can't keep on anymore and if i start with my dad it is another long story. I am truly tired of life,i used to read stories of people that commit suicide and curse their dead bodies but now i am so tempted because life is less than exciting.
Won't God forgive me because I can't anymore.
