Hey guys! I don't usually write in English but I will this time. I don't care if some words are wrong or if some sentences don't make sense. The important thing here is that people understand me. Like my English teacher from middle school once said "not even real English people talk and write the "right" English". If that makes sense?
So 2014 is almost over and I want to write about that. I want to write how I went through 2014. All the things I learned and all the mistakes I made. In 2014 I went through a lot of ups and downs. Mostly downs.
I realized how you cant trust everyone and not everyone is your friend. You need to get to know person before you trust them. And even sometimes when you think you know the person, they turn their back on you. And every little thing about yourself you told them is now in their hands ready to tell. Don't be that person! Always put yourself in their position. Always think how would you feel if this was happening to you. So in this case I learned that not everybody is trustworthy.
Also what I learned is that you need to be friends with positive people, and get rid of all the negative ones. Because if you are surrounded with positive people, you will be positive too. And the most important thing is your own happiness remember that! And I'm not saying people are fake. What I'm saying is that people can disappoint you.
Also I learned - bullying still exist. I mean I knew that. I knew that kids do that in middle school. But in high school? I didn't expect that. Anyway I was wrong. People see things but do nothing about it. Because they are scared. And the bully is growing and getting stronger because he knows nobody will do nothing. But isn't this wrong? The bully is always this one or maybe more, person who has some serious problems with himself. And because of that they are trying to bring other people down. You know why? Because this kind of things make them feel normal and above everyone. Usually those are people who had some problems when they were younger. I know because I know people like that. My mom also told me a "story". She had this patient and she was a girl. This girl was sexually abused when she was younger so after that she lost it and she ended up in mental hospital. And also in there was this woman, afraid of snakes. So when she fell asleep this little girl would come to her and whisper to her ear "sss (like a snake)". That shows us what are people capable of doing just so they can forget about their problems. She felt better after seeing this woman scared, because she knew that in this moment she was the stronger one.
And the last thing I learned is that you need to do things that make you happy. Because in the end of (like I said) the day the most important thing is your own happiness! Don't be afraid to do things! Don't change yourself for anyone. Be who you really are because you are wonderful and don't ever let anyone to bring you down or tell you you're not wonderful! And remember "everything happens for a reason"!!
I'm not sure how will you guys react to this. It's not something I do. I honestly hope you liked it! Have a happy new year!! Xx
Love you all :)*
