MIA

Sorry I have been MIA recently.  This past week has been really hard for me.  On Wednesday I got some kind of virus that made me pretty much incapable of doing anything.  I called Bob and had him come home from work, this is something I have never ever in our 6 years of marriage had done before.  Then after about 24 hours of feeling like I was going to die I went to the ER (another thing I have never done).  They tried to help me but didn't really do anything.  They said that 50% of the time someone comes in with stomach issues they don't figure out what the problem is.  And since I was able to keep liquids down there was nothing to worry about.  So I went home.

Bob stayed home on Thursday and I had another rough day.  So that night we decided to head over to my moms house so Bob could go back to work and I could get extra help.  Since I got here things have been a better.  I think the virus is gone but I am still struggling, mainly at night and in the morning.  I think I am having some sort of anxiety attacks.  I am not really sure because I have never felt this way before.  It is soooo hard.

Anyway, I am dealing with it and things are slowly getting better for me.  I am scared to go home because my last few days at home were the worst and I can't go back to that.  There are more people at my moms to help with the kids and to distract me, which I think helps the most.  Bob has been commuting so we haven't gotten so see him very much and I know I am going to need to go home soon and try to get back to normal.

So I just wanted to let the world know what is up with me and why I didn't post yesterday and have no tutorial for today.  I just need a little bit of time to figure this out.  Thanks for sticking with me.

Does anyone have any advice on how to deal with anxiety?