Struggling

I just feel really pissed off actually, and stressed.  And fucking grumpy that I can't have a drink to relax.  Just caught a bit of Mad Men and they were pouring whiskeys like they're going out of fashion.  Others around me are drinking French Champagne to celebrate engagements.  I'm pissed off that I have a bloody drinking problem and I have to abstain.  That's it. So there.  Here it is.  Stress pure and simple, this is a hard time.  Stupid drinking problems. Stupid sobriety. Stupid relocations. Stupid house sales.  Everything is fucking stupid.

Sorry not signing off with a 'Love, Mrs D' tonight because I'm too grumpy.

So, bye.

(no kisses either)